11/21/2006
life after o levels is loads of walking, shopping, talking, sleeping at unearthly hours, dinners and love? (: i am lacking REST! busybusy : prom, toccata, shopping&eating. i dont even have time to watch much tv! i know my Abba wants me to REST.
i finally went to vivocity today. it was just a gigantic shopping mall which makes you feel like you're in malaysia and has nice rooftop view overlooking the sea. i FINALLY decided on my dress after 3 days of searching from orchard to vivo. yea, my legs nearly broke but thank God for supernatural leg power(?)! (: sis says i am too fussy.poo, i dont know :/ got the toccata score from audrey today. man, im afraid. but in my prefect weakness is God's perfect strength. i did doubt, but i KNOW that nothing is too big/small for my Daddy to handle. my problem is in His hands, and He will make a way for me. just like how He led me through all the difficulties that i was faced with in the past, He will help me now(: surely, surely He wont give me more than i can bear. when you're faced with some problem, its not because God wasnt powerful enough to stop the problem from happening. its because He has looked at it waaay before you saw it, He looked at the problem and said : approved. my child can handle this. with my strength i will help her and she'll emerge strong and victorious! (:
i believe in His power and i believe He loves me more than anything. He does, really.
oh, i must tell about SATURDAY (:
SATURDAY 18TH NOV06 THE BUNCH of seven went out to dinner at the 3 monkeys restaurant! it was to celebrate yuxuan and phoebe's birthdays. i had FUN! and joy filled my heart (: despite being distracted by many transvestites and prostitutes walking past the restaurant, and being SCAREEEDDD by a very furry human sized monkey, i truly enjoyed myself. the company was irreplacable :D i love the bunch alotalot man! after dinner we tried to be tourists and took photos with christmas decors along orchard road, cheered for a (lousy cheena)band we didnt know, took a photo on the road, and had failed attempts of scaring the crowd, etcetc. all the stupid stuff that we do. but it made me happy and i enjoyed myself (: oh, not forgetting the interesting afternoon with boondeirdre, we walked till we (almost)dropped to vent (my) frustrations. leg pain!
I REALLY REALLY LOVE THE BUNCH. (kat, jan, gou, dee, steph, phoe, I <3 YOU ALL. thank you for the awesome time together!!) hee, i suddenly rmb escape after prelims(with my white transparent-when-wet shorts) and the haunted house.
(:
sunday was serving at church and little shop of horrors. it wasnt that bad, really. i sat behind irene ang! hurr.
ahh, im sleepy (: thank God its over. the whole o level study everyday thing isnt easy. but thank God cos He helped me learn to enjoy many things, even studying. He showed me how much He loves me and is willing to help me, despite and inspite of me. He poured His ever abundant grace into my life, it never runs out. because He loves me, i can do anything. because i am crowned with His divine favour, i am invincible. because He remembers my sins no more, i can freely live as a child of God. my Abba loves me, and i can dance and sing with joy in His presence (:
Jesus loves you, sweet dreams.
Christ lives
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